Dearest Subtley,

Dear Subtley,
Your perception on life is less than desirable. In fact its warped, twisted and just plain old pathetic. You dream in black and white, I dream in color. I seek, you suck.

We do have a thing in a common, Subtley. We are both opportunists. However, we differ on our opprotunistic vibe. The opprotunist vibe that I possess is one to further my education, obtain a PHD and become a professor on the graduate level at a prestigious instituion. The opportunist vibe that you possess alludes to a Bachelors of Education to eventually to possess a Masters in Bullshit. You have been taught disregard words like reciprocity, respect and denial...and those oh so famous contract law words, Offerance, Acceptance and Consideration and thrive on words such as take, mine and me, mooch and selfishness and personal favorite unrealistic. I love when subtley tries to give others a life lesson when it isnt others that need the life lesson, it is subtley that needs the life lesson on etiquette and reality. Subtley needs to understand you cant always get what you want and in order to get something grandoise you must give something grandoise. We would be lying if we thought the world didn't work in a tit for tat fashion. It does because in order to receive you have to give, especially when you are dealing with indivduals that do not have the means to give it in the first place.

Subtley I need a life lesson too. To speak up when I dont like whats going on, to not let others to mistake my kindness for weakness, to stop loving a man that doesnt love me nearly as much as a love him but most importantly to eliminate the unnecessary bullshit that keeps occuring in my life. Subtley I have slipped, I am different from last year, but yet I feel like im the same. I've grown up but Ive also taken a step back. Im still dealing with my past, and im still dealing with the ghost of last years past. Subtley your "extraness" is adding fuel to the fire and reminded me on the reasons on why I didnt venture outside of my civilization and my protective bubble. When I let people in, im usually the only one that pays for their mistakes and my own. So subtley was I so subtle, because we obviously know that subtley is not exactly your forte...is it?

Signed,
Over It.